???????山??????????深?????处?????，?????有?????一?????寂?????静?????庵?????寺?????。
???????木?????门?????被?????轻?????敲?????两?????下?????，?????发?????出?????‘?????扣?????扣?????’?????的?????声?????响?????。
???????“?????公?????子?????，?????晚?????上?????的?????斋?????菜?????给?????你?????送?????来?????了?????。?????”?????门?????外?????的?????nv?????子?????声?????音?????柔?????和?????软?????绵?????如?????绸?????，?????不?????过?????温?????柔?????的?????轻?????轻?????唤?????上?????一?????声?????公?????子?????，?????听?????在?????耳?????里?????，?????荡?????气?????回?????肠?????，?????他?????身?????t?????竟?????不?????由?????得?????微?????微?????一?????颤?????。
???????‘?????吱?????哑?????’?????一?????声?????，?????他?????打?????开?????门?????扉?????，?????月?????华?????洒?????落?????在?????门?????外?????长?????发?????如?????瀑?????的?????nv?????子?????身?????上?????，?????她?????唇?????角?????浅?????笑?????，?????肤?????白?????胜?????雪?????，?????容?????貌?????纯?????美?????，?????在?????月?????光?????下?????镀?????着?????层?????银?????辉?????，?????美?????得?????仿?????若?????仙?????子?????。
???????纵?????使?????一?????身?????简?????朴?????衣?????裳?????也?????掩?????不?????住?????她?????袅?????娜?????的?????身?????姿?????，?????她?????微?????微?????欠?????身?????，?????把?????食?????盒?????往?????前?????一?????递?????，?????柔?????如?????春?????风?????吹?????拂?????的?????嗓?????音?????????，?????“?????山??????????只?????有?????野?????菜?????，?????粗?????茶?????淡?????饭?????，?????望?????公?????子?????见?????谅?????。?????”
???????“?????有?????劳?????姑?????娘?????了?????。?????”?????低?????沈?????有?????磁?????x?????的?????嗓?????音?????娓?????娓?????????道?????，?????“?????我?????迷?????路?????至?????此?????，?????蒙?????贵?????寺?????收?????留?????，?????不?????用?????餐?????风?????露?????宿?????，?????实?????乃?????大?????幸?????，?????岂?????敢?????有?????微?????词?????？?????”
???????他?????????着?????伸??????????接?????过?????食?????盒?????，?????修?????长?????的??????????指?????却?????不?????小?????心?????滑?????过?????了?????她?????握?????着?????柄?????的?????纤?????纤?????玉?????指?????，?????她?????一?????被?????触?????及?????便?????烫?????到?????般?????一?????缩?????。
???????他?????不?????着?????声?????se?????的?????接?????过?????食?????盒?????，??????????指?????却?????轻?????轻?????捏?????紧?????，?????方?????才?????那?????滑?????n?????的?????滋?????味?????竟?????叫?????他?????回?????味?????无?????穷?????。
???????她?????低?????垂?????着?????头?????，?????微?????微?????侧?????着?????脸?????，?????一?????截?????白?????皙?????的?????颈?????子?????修?????长?????美?????丽?????，?????而?????不?????过?????是?????被?????他?????碰?????了??????????一?????下?????，?????那?????n?????白?????的?????耳?????尖?????就?????微?????微?????变?????得?????粉?????红?????，?????瞧?????得?????他?????眸?????se?????一?????深?????。
???????她?????低?????声?????????，?????“?????不?????打?????扰?????公?????子?????歇?????息?????，?????食?????盒?????明?????日?????一?????早?????我?????再?????来?????收?????拾?????。?????”?????她?????????完?????恭?????敬?????地?????一?????揖?????，?????便?????转?????过?????身?????离?????去?????，?????背?????影?????纤?????雅?????秀?????丽?????，?????身?????姿?????绰?????约?????，?????微?????步?????凌?????波?????，?????仿?????若?????步?????步?????生?????莲?????。
???????纵?????使?????关?????上?????房?????门?????，?????他?????却?????无?????法?????忘?????怀?????nv?????子?????动?????人?????的?????一?????言?????一?????行?????，?????心?????脏?????像?????是?????被?????扎?????了?????个?????钩?????子?????，?????连?????着?????她?????，?????想?????着?????她?????，?????无?????法?????释?????怀?????。
???????隔?????日?????一?????早?????，?????却?????不?????是?????她?????来?????收?????拾?????，?????而?????是?????另?????一?????个?????nv?????子?????，?????不?????若?????她?????带?????发?????修?????行?????，?????此?????nv?????子?????早?????已?????落?????发?????剃?????度?????，?????样?????貌?????也?????是?????年?????少?????，?????正?????直?????豆?????蔻?????，?????望?????着?????他?????时?????双?????颊?????绯?????红?????，?????眼?????若?????春?????水?????，?????毫?????不?????矜?????持?????，?????一?????上?????门?????就?????自?????报?????姓?????名?????，?????唤?????作?????佩?????音?????。
???????佩?????音?????望?????着?????眼?????前?????挺?????拔?????的?????男?????子?????，?????春?????心?????萌?????动?????，?????心?????想?????这?????世?????上?????怎?????会?????有?????如?????此?????英?????俊?????的?????男?????儿?????，?????一?????双?????剑?????眉?????斜?????飞?????入?????鬓?????，?????鼻?????梁?????英?????挺?????，?????唇?????丰?????润?????如?????蜜?????，?????而?????一?????双?????长?????眸?????眼?????角?????微?????微?????上?????挑?????，?????就?????是?????不?????笑?????也?????自?????带?????一?????g?????风?????流?????，?????勾?????得?????她?????心?????尖?????发?????痒?????。
???????她?????有?????意?????攀?????谈?????，?????问?????东?????问?????西?????，?????他?????虽?????嫌?????烦?????，?????却?????没?????撵?????她?????走?????，?????字?????里?????行?????间?????不?????着?????痕?????迹?????的?????打?????听?????起?????昨?????夜?????那?????nv?????子?????的?????事?????。
???????佩?????音?????提?????及?????她?????时?????，?????面?????露?????嫉?????妒?????，?????故?????意?????贬?????低?????，?????????她?????六?????根?????不?????净?????，?????师?????父?????才?????迟?????迟?????不?????给?????她?????剃?????头?????。
???????佩?????音?????哼?????道?????，?????“?????她?????根?????本?????不?????像?????出?????家?????人?????，?????是?????来?????避?????祸?????的?????，?????身?????边?????还?????带?????着?????个?????老?????奴?????，?????什?????么?????事?????都?????不?????用?????做?????，?????要?????不?????是?????最?????近?????那?????老?????奴?????病?????了?????，?????她?????还?????在?????这?????庵?????里?????当?????大?????小?????姐?????，?????饭?????来?????张?????口?????，?????茶?????来?????伸??????????呢?????！?????”
???????他?????听?????完?????了?????想?????听?????的?????，?????便?????打?????发?????这?????吱?????吱?????喳?????喳?????的?????佩?????音?????离?????开?????。
???????他?????不?????愿?????就?????此?????离?????去?????，?????对?????住?????持?????????他?????伤?????了?????脚?????，?????可?????否?????再?????借?????他?????休?????息?????两?????日?????，?????住?????持?????不?????愿?????，?????毕?????竟?????庵?????寺??????????只?????有?????nv?????奴?????，?????实?????在?????不?????便?????收?????留?????男?????客?????，?????他?????拿?????出?????身?????上?????银?????票?????表?????示?????心?????意?????，?????住?????持?????看?????了?????眼?????，?????叹?????气?????道?????，?????“?????出?????家?????人?????不?????可?????贪?????妄?????，?????可?????凡?????人?????r?????骨?????之?????躯?????，?????总?????不?????能?????餐?????风?????宿?????露?????…?????…?????”?????寺?????里?????经?????济?????拮?????据?????，?????为?????了?????寺??????????那?????么?????多?????张?????口?????，?????她?????收?????下?????了?????银?????票?????，?????温?????声?????????，?????“?????但?????男?????子?????终?????归?????不?????宜?????久?????留?????，?????请?????公?????子?????休?????息?????好?????，??????????天?????后?????离?????去?????吧?????。?????”
???????百?????两?????银?????票?????在?????最?????贵?????的?????客?????栈?????都?????能?????住?????上?????一?????个?????月?????了?????，?????在?????此?????处?????却?????只?????换?????得??????????日?????，?????他?????摇?????头?????苦?????笑?????。
???????午?????后?????，?????他?????在?????寺??????????寻?????找?????她?????的?????倩?????影?????，?????行?????至?????一?????处?????僻?????静?????，?????听?????闻?????人?????声?????，?????其??????????一?????nv?????子?????嗓?????音?????柔?????和?????甜?????美?????，?????正?????是?????她?????。
???????她?????????：?????“?????你?????快?????喝?????y?????吧?????，?????别?????哭?????了?????，?????人?????生?????老?????病?????死?????，?????必?????经?????之?????事?????，?????何?????错?????之?????有?????？?????”
???????声?????音?????苍?????老?????的?????f?????人?????咳?????嗽?????着?????，?????哽?????咽?????着?????，?????“?????小?????姐?????，?????你?????别?????管?????我?????，?????为?????了?????我?????的?????病?????，?????你?????都?????花?????光?????了?????身?????上?????的?????银?????两?????，?????还?????被?????那?????些?????可?????恶?????的?????尼?????姑?????派?????去?????做?????东?????做?????西?????，?????整?????天?????替?????我?????熬?????y?????，?????洗?????衣?????，??????????心?????破?????了?????又?????破?????…?????…?????这?????都?????怪?????我?????，?????你?????不?????如?????让?????我?????死?????了?????吧?????！?????”
???????“?????莫?????????死?????！?????你?????我?????情?????同?????亲?????人?????，?????你?????死?????了?????我?????怎?????么?????办?????？?????你?????叫?????我?????怎?????么?????办?????？?????”?????nv?????子?????????到?????动?????情?????处?????，?????潸?????然?????泪?????下?????，?????“?????你?????快?????喝?????y?????，?????快?????好?????起?????来?????，?????我?????才?????能?????安?????心?????，?????我?????才?????高?????兴?????！?????”
???????老?????f?????人?????见?????她?????哭?????了?????，?????不?????敢?????再?????闹?????，?????“?????小?????姐?????，?????我?????喝?????便?????是?????，?????你?????莫?????哭?????！?????”?????跟?????着?????就?????发?????出?????咕?????噜?????的?????喝?????y?????声?????。
???????她?????紧?????张?????的?????????道?????，?????“?????慢?????点?????，?????你?????小?????心?????呛?????到?????！?????”
???????听?????到?????收?????拾?????的?????声?????音?????，?????他?????不?????敢?????再?????继?????续?????偷?????听?????，?????转?????身?????离?????去?????，?????在?????回?????去?????的?????路?????上?????，?????想?????着?????她?????的?????纯?????善?????，?????动?????心?????不?????已?????，?????此?????等?????nv?????子?????，?????实?????乃?????难?????得?????，?????这?????天?????下?????抛?????弃?????自?????己?????老?????父?????老?????母?????的?????人?????多?????了?????去?????，?????可?????只?????是?????一?????个?????老?????奴?????，?????她?????却?????报?????答?????伺?????候?????有?????如?????亲?????恩?????。
???????今?????日?????傍?????晚?????，?????又?????不?????是?????她?????来?????送?????饭?????，?????他?????心??????????感?????到?????失?????望?????。
???????深?????夜?????，?????翻?????来?????覆?????去?????，?????久?????久?????无?????法?????入?????眠?????，?????突?????然?????，?????往?????窗?????外?????望?????去?????，?????似?????乎?????见?????着?????一?????丝?????不?????寻?????常?????的?????亮?????光?????。
???????他?????起?????身?????，?????披?????上?????外?????衣?????，?????揭?????开?????窗?????，?????望?????见?????某?????处?????起?????火?????，?????黑?????烟?????窜?????着?????，?????此?????时?????万?????籁?????无?????声?????，?????竟?????没?????人?????发?????现?????。
???????他?????略?????微?????想?????了?????想?????，?????那?????方?????位?????分?????明?????就?????是?????他?????午?????后?????偷?????听?????时?????那?????处?????，?????他?????心?????下?????一?????惊?????，?????立?????刻?????大?????喊?????走?????水?????，?????边?????赶?????了?????过?????去?????。
???????火?????势?????不?????过?????p?????刻?????就?????愈?????烧?????愈?????大?????，?????源?????头?????却?????不?????可?????考?????，?????似?????乎?????不?????是?????在?????房?????内?????，?????他?????等?????不?????及?????其?????他?????nv?????尼?????提?????水?????过?????来?????，?????心?????急?????火?????燎?????，?????咬?????牙?????冲?????了?????进?????去?????！
???????房?????里?????有?????两?????张?????榻?????，?????他?????见?????老?????f?????人?????躺?????在?????其??????????一?????张?????昏?????迷?????不?????醒?????，?????另?????一?????张?????上?????她?????亦?????睡?????得?????昏?????沉?????，?????里?????头?????熏?????人?????的?????烟?????雾?????缭?????绕?????，?????木?????头?????房?????梁?????已?????断?????了?????一?????截?????，?????似?????要?????塌?????了?????，?????他?????不?????敢?????l?????费?????时?????间?????，?????赶?????紧?????叫?????唤?????，?????两?????人?????却?????都?????不?????醒?????人?????事?????，?????毫?????无?????反?????应?????。
???????他?????只?????好?????先?????一?????把?????扶?????起?????她?????，?????把?????她?????给?????抱?????了?????出?????去?????，?????谁?????知?????才?????踏?????出?????门?????口?????，?????房?????子?????就?????轰?????然?????倒?????塌?????！?????他?????心?????惊?????r?????跳?????，?????生?????死?????之?????隔?????竟?????不?????过?????咫?????尺?????！
???????他?????低?????头?????看?????着?????睡?????得?????昏?????沉?????的?????她?????，?????唇?????角?????紧?????抿?????，?????若?????是?????她?????醒?????来?????后?????知?????晓?????那?????老?????f?????人?????丧?????身?????火?????海?????，?????该?????如?????何?????自?????处?????？